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Forgotten post | Long distance relationship

Hi guys,
honestly I feel bad for noting continuing with the schedule I planed or made more posts. I feel like my inspiration left for a while and I am looking for it. Not that I don’t like my blog I do I feel it has helped me gain confidence and made me a little more creative.

I love posting because I use it as somewhere I can write and write my true feelings. Today I want to share more about my long distance relationship, as you know my boyfriend left already and it been 1 month and about 3 weeks already.

To be honest it’s been the MOST EMOTIONAL year yet! I felt the last year will be a piece of cake, but it’s been the hardest. I feel we kind if lost communication, I don’t know if it’s normal or something is really wrong. I saw him not that long ago I felt so happy but he felt different. Like he was with me but his mind was somewhere else. It honestly scares me, that we’re together because we’re use to each other and not because of what we felt.

Everyone thinks different and it’s hard having a relationship now a long distance relationship is harder and has to have more effort. Which I honestly don’t know if I have any more.

I didn’t want to make this post super dramatic or with drama….I don’t really share in depth my relationship but its hard and its either going to make us stronger or break us.

***I actually wrote this a few months back, in April I believe. And now it’s been almost 5 months since I wrote that first part of the post. For some reason I didn’t publish it. But what I can remember it was a hard month. And it keeps being hard, for that moment I thought I lost my best friend…because that’s what my boyfriend is to me.

I want to post more for you guys and share my adventures but at the same time my passion which is makeup, fashion, and crafts. And also show more of my life style.

But overall long distance relationship is sooooooooooo hard. Now I am 2 years and 6 months with my boyfriend and we keep trying and making this better each day. All I have to say nobody is perfect and communication is the key honestly. And when you feel like something is wrong just say it and say what you really feel. Only 3 months for my boyfriend to be back and plans are to move in or even marriage. But we both decided since we’ve been far away from each other to enjoy our relationship as boyfriend/girlfriend a little longer.

thanks for reading, and stay tune for more things,

Didi

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Growing up | jounaling

Hi guys happy Wednesday !
Hope you guys are having a wonderful day, today I returned to work after a week of vacation.

So for tonight I decided to sit down and just write. I have always been the type of person who likes to write. You know its either the person who loves Math or English…I was always the English type but I like more free writing where grammar and rules are not important.

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For today I wanted to write about growing up. Like seriously when did I grew up? I think about it more lately. I think more about my future, I have bills, responsibilities, other things to buy other than clothes and makeup how I use to.

I think about marriage, kids, birth control, my future business, my relationship with my boyfriend, and how in two years I’ll be planning my little sisters quinceanera.

WOW time flies. But I decided to live life. It sounds weird because every single day we live life but I mean wake up with a smile not grumpy, being grateful for he little things, having adventures…something that I really want to do is travel. I want to see the world, Paris, Italy, London, Rome, New York, Miami, the Mississippi River, Los Cabos, Canada, Hawaii, etc, etc ! ❤ Just writing about them makes me all excited.

I feel beyond grateful with the life I have and what I went through as a kid which was not easy it wasn’t the worst but it was hard for me. My parents divorce, my grandpa passing away, trying to fit in, being insecure was a big part.

Growing up does not have to be all bad, we just need to accept that we have more responsibilities, think about doing something twice before doing, and always think about the consequences it might bring our future.

I love doing these types of posts, not only am I interested in fashion and makeup but I love journalism I feel like Carrie Bradshaw(from Sex in the City). I hope you guys enjoy them too as much as I like writing them, it inspires and distresses me I like to write as in therapy. I totally recommend it !

If you enjoyed this or like personal posts feel free to let me know or like depending on the results I’ll make more.

Good night! ❤ didi